Hi Me,
Healing takes time. So please wait.
Wait…. Don’t wake up so fast. Stay in your induced coma. Allow yourself to rest. The calibration between the physical and the spiritual needs time.
No, don’t rush.
Never rush… Timing is a matter of perception…
Don’t pull your tubes out. Allow another moment. It won’t matter to your dear ones if you sleep here for another day or two. They anyway have already reached their almost highest stress levels. It will allow them, too, some adjustment and acceptance before they, too, look with you toward what comes next.
And now, dear me, when you can maybe read this, do not rush.
Breathe… Every moment you take for yourself is a treasured moment.
A gift of breath. To bring your worlds together. Earth and heaven. Practical and spiritual. The daily pace and the rapid pace of light you just experienced in your near-death experience.
Give yourself time to calibrate. Give yourself time to choose.
Do your physiotherapy daily, but don’t push yourself into pain. Breathe daily, but don’t criticize yourself if all you feel like is staying in bed all day. Eat well. Watch your diet, and then also be happy with the moments of stepping out of your limited diet. Enjoy it. Healing is important. So is enjoying the way.
Configuration. Configuration of body and soul. Of lights and the feathers of love.
You are going through so much of it. I know. As soon as you wake up from this induced coma, you’ll be able to start recovering, right? So, you think to yourself, “let’s pull the tubes and start.” You are occupied with your physical state. And more, I remember. You think of your girls, and you feel the call to be home. Wait… and slow down.
You can’t. You can’t go home yet. So, if you continue sleeping for a few more days, nothing will happen. Well, except for more recovery. Or maybe we should see it as a re-organization. A re-organization of your body so that you can change your life and say a fuller YES to what you wished to say yes to in the first place.
We’ll meet and rejoice about it within a few years.
I know… and it’s all OK…
Me
While writing these Notes (I wish) I Wrote to Myself, I found myself bringing the teachings offered by my parenting journey and Near Death Experience into writing. The result is The Promise We Made: Three Universal Soul Promises We Made to Our Children 🙂
